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For quite some time (years) after my mom passed, there was so much music I couldn't listen to. We used to go on these road trips, sometimes cross-coutnry, sometimes just exploring random backroads where we lived. This was when there were still cassette players in cars, and we'd take a stack of tapes with us. The background music on these trips might be Vivaldi, My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult, or just about anything in between. Though most of it was in a range from the 50s to the 80s.

After she passed, if any of that music came on the 70s/80s/90s radio station I listened to the most often when going somewhere in the car, I turned it down to be completely inaudible until it was safe. It hurt too much to listen to any of it, even though it was all songs and artists I'd loved for years. It just hurt too much since it brought up those road trips, often some of the best times we had together, with such intensity that I could not deal with the reminder of what was gone and could never be again. Even more, who I'd never be able to do them with again.

But today I was missing and wanting to hear those songs so much. I spent an hour building a streaming playlist of all those songs. I miss her, and I miss that time, but finally I can hear the music again without it feeling like I just lost my mom all over again. I won't try to say that I didn't tear up some, but it's much better than it was. It's a good sign that I want to hear these again and can look on those times with yes, some grief still, but also with love for those weekend road trips.
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I just found out the local library (RWC) is sponsoring a talk entitled “The transgender assault on Women and Girls”. The description of the talk says it’s about allowing trans women in women’s sports, but the title and the descriptions of the speakers sure as heck makes it look like it’s about more than that. In other ways this library has been very welcoming to LGBTQ+.

I want to respond but I’m having trouble figuring out how. I don’t mind being out to the city government or library but I don’t want to wade through a lot of vitriol if I post publicly. Do you have any thoughts?

Options:
Write an email to the local newspaper where the announcement was posted
Write an email to someone at the library, but who?
Write an email to the county Pride center
Write an email to the city council
Post on NextDoor
Post on Facebook (the local library has a page) and Bluesky

Ugh

May. 28th, 2026 08:51 pm
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Over the holiday weekend, my grumpy old man of a cat had four blood glucose crashes in three days. Then I had one on Tuesday night because I often have crashes after a period of high stress. I dialed Moo's insulin down two units, which is a lot for a cat, and he has been equipped today with a Freestyle Libre 3 so we can continually monitor his blood glucose level for the next couple of weeks while we try to find an amount that will control his diabetes without the big crashes. He has always periodically had his glucose drop off a cliff, but never before four times in such a short span. Currently he is way high. However, the time of day that he normally drops off the glucose cliff is around one to two hours before his next shot is due up to maybe an hour after. You'd think it'd be at the six hour market, when the insulin is at full effectiveness. But no, that would be way too predictable for Moo.

So I expect that the end result of this will be like all the other times he's been on a Libre. We will let it run for a few days, then the vet will tell me to increase his dose, and then we'll look at what happens for a few days, then increase. Until we're back at the dose he has been at for a couple years now. Which mostly is too high for a long time - it's been about a year since we went through this last - and then his BG will fall off a cliff again. And we don't know why.

He will also be having imaging of his heart in late June. The periodic gallop rhythn that's been detected every so often over the years has developed into heart disease. The imaging will tell us what kind of treatment he needs. Or if treatment is possible, given his age and comorbidities. Which says to me that there is a chance that our vet is going to give us the news no one wants to hear. I hope not, but realistically, if not from this, it'll happen sooner rather than later. Moo is around 18. Not sure exactly since he was somewhere between one and two years old when he showed up on my doorstep and told me he was mine.

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